I
dream again about tango. A group of friendly, good-natured people
gather for a milonga. But first the floor has to be cleared. It's
strewn with rubbish. Building rubble, waste paper, old clothes,
shoes, broken furniture. Perhaps there was a phantom grand piano, I'm not sure.
Maybe it was an elephant.
I
think it's interesting that I've only dreamed twice in eight or nine
years about tango, given that it's occupied a prominent place in my
consciousness. Twice that I can remember, anyway. I wonder if it's
because the activity itself, dancing, is something of a dream. In
fact neither of my tango dreams has actually been about dancing. A
while back I dreamed of some dreadful future in Buenos Aires in which
people were trying to recreate something they called 'estilo
milonguero'. I laugh and shudder at the memory.
As
to the rubbish-strewn pista, to me that's specific and local. There's
all kinds of rubbish I need to clear out of the way before I can
dance well: perhaps the same goes for the other friendly,
good-natured people too. Specifically, I would say, muscle memories
of stuff that was learned by rote years back, that springs onto the
dance floor partly out of memorisation rather than feeling for the
music, the whole manner of using ready-made movements and attitudes,
a lack of direct, immediate response. I just watched again my video of Pedro
Sanchez dancing with Monica Unzaga: his lead is as supple and flowing
as the music, totally instinctive and fresh throughout, and at the
same time effortlessly adapted to a crowded floor.
More
than a bit of clearing up to do before we get there...